Hello.
You are correct that we can not work our way to heaven, but
there is a vast difference between working our way to heaven
through good deeds, i.e. giving to charities, feeding and
sheltering the homeless, etc., without true repentance,
compared to truly repenting followed by these good
deeds. After reading your post it appears you are
relying on His shed blood to represent your sins and
holiness. Jesus represented each individual (past,
present, and future) past sins, but He did not die to
represent our holiness. He makes us holy IF we will
surrender and take up our own cross and follow Him.
If we claim to be in Him and Him in us, then that person
ceases from doing the sins of the flesh, even as scripture
says, "whosoever abides in Him sins not; whoever sins has not
seen Him, neither known Him" (1 Jn. 3: 6). Scripture
tells us precisely, "whosover does these things will not
inherit the kingdom of God" (1 Cor. 6: 9-10; Gal. 5: 19-21).
God is calling His church to truly repent; to awake out of
sleep and arise from the dead and Christ shall give us
light. After we confess and repent of our sins, there is
a doing on our part to be holy, "Be you holy, for I Am
holy" (1 Pet. 1: 16), and again, "he that has this hope in Him
purifies himself, even as He is pure" (1 Jn. 3: 3).This
purifying is not done for us, but rather something we
do. And how pure does scripture say, even as He is
pure!
Therefore the only way to make it to heaven is to believe
that it is possible to cease from sin, and do it, because God
says, "With men this is impossible, but not with God, for with
God all things are possible" (Matt. 19: 26). Therefore,
if you can believe (if you have it within you to believe
this), then it can be done, because it is already done for us
on the cross. All we need to do is side in with what is
already a reality. "Shall be" means: will be having
already been done.
I strongly exhort you to let go of this "light fantastic
theology" (dreamer belief; Jude vs. 8), which believes we
still give into sin, even once in awhile, and still be
saved. I believe in once-saved-always-saved, it just we
are saved to our obedience, not giving into the sins of the
flesh.
The video you watched was on target. I encourage you
to reconsider your current position, because only them that
have truly repented from the sins of the flesh, and be holy,
will be in heaven. All others will have there place
ultimately in the lake of fire.
Remember the upmost commandment: "You shall love the Lord
your God will all your heart, and
with all your soul, and with all
your mind, and with all your
strength, and the second is like unto the first, you shall
love your neighbor as yourself." Doesn't this mean to
love Him with everything within you? We have to give it
our all to love Him or it will lead to religion and not
relationship; deceiving oneself; thinking we are something
when we are nothing (Gal. 6: 3).
I guess the big question you need to ask yourself is: Do I
believe it's possible to cease from sin and do it, or not?
That video was not only convicting, but very apropos.
Remember we are only a decision away to be holy. You
may think I'm wrong, but if I'm not......?
In Christ,
Greg